No more time
People we used to talk to almost every day find other people, you speak less and less to them. It feels like a hole is ripped in your being, you try to fill it with something that they never gave you but you wanted from them, and it doesn’t fill the void. You try to find an answer but end up empty handed, you are still talking to them occasionally and when you do you feel somewhat more-complete. Just ups and downs, nothing can fill the void left behind. So empty and alone, never being able to fully be yourself or a person so you turn to different things to fill the emptiness.
It never works well, stop treating the results of the problem, because if you don’t.. You’re out of time.
~theshadowlost